I can’t make headway and it’s soul-crushing.  Paralyzed by fear.  Fear of not being able to finish.  Fear of not being able to start.  Unable to make decisions.  This state is truly depressing.  8 hours a day 5 days a week I don’t have this problem.  It’s the other 16 hours.  And those other 48 hours left over?  Same problem.

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